Not everything is fair in life. I live 4,000 miles away from my grandparents and 2 best friends in the whole entire world. I constantly have to compete to be the best, thus never being able to be “my best.” I try to settle matters at home, but there always ends up to be tension in the household. My future is at stake, but my past mistakes are holding me back. Everyone that I once was close to is leaving, and while there still are other people, those other people anger me sooo much. I need something to hold me altogether. 

January 25th, 2012